lately i've been thinking of things that cannot be undone....
even if i wish they could be, even if i think they should be, even if i think they never should have happened, even if i had no real control in the happenings....
(ahh, control...it always pops up as an issue, doesn't it?!)
it's not a great feeling to feel for an extended period of time...
acknowledging how life events have powerfully shifted the course of the journey is important, i think...
the tricky part is not getting bogged down in the analyzing process....figuring out how to take lessons learned and move forward...(honestly, i'm still wondering if that's entirely possible in all cases....and , if it is, just how to move forward...)
it takes deciding every single day, with every single prayerful choice (when i remember to pray!!) if i will behave well or not so well in the middle of muddiness...
and i'm very, very aware that any "good" behavior (or any good at all, for that matter) is not possible in my own strength....only In the Strength of the Lord. i'm thankful that He is with me, that He is beside me, that He is for me! (you, too!!)
a very umimportant aside : i should look at pinterest more...i always find some good quote/picture when i do...perhaps i should give up my attitude about it:)
